Saturday, December 31, 2011

心情

当下的心情有点复杂,
本来不想update我的部落格,
最后还是觉得在2011年结束之前
写下今年的最后一篇。
多难的我回来两个月,
可是明天又要去亚庇,
大后天回西马。
此时此刻,
我的眼眶其实已经泛红了。
在人面前看似潇洒的我,
还是依依不舍我的家人
还有我的朋友。
我还是软弱的。。
新年很大的可能我会一个人过,
我希望上天可以安排一个人或很多人
来填满我的新年。
因为我不喜欢一个人的生活。
因为我讨厌冷清的对着4墙壁。
再见2011.。。因为我要过更好的2012年

Saturday, November 26, 2011

September Result

Nothing to say much.
My word is only want to thank God again!
This time not my effort to get A ,
But really Is God.
His heard my prayer.
Because this 3 subject for me,
It's hard time,
After Final, i know i can't get A
and I think even B also difficult.
Because Financial Management,
It's x really a good subject for me to aim><
But lastly THANK GOD!
Miracle his make,
Financial Management - A+ (91marks)
IT application - A(83marks)
Law of carriage and legal matters- B(73marks)
Overall is good..
Work hard next time again...
In UCSI,
Isn't that easy to get 1st class honor de lor..

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Unhappy Day to the max

What the hell 23.11.2011
i dont want to remember this day.
Working~
Do what also can't smooth de meh..
When do this, he or she say no like that,
sometime is not my problem also get scold by other.
Verified credit card payment..
i very confirm i saw very clearly
i choose card authorized instead of sale
But somehow lastly print out is SALE..
need to void it..
Although the guest didn't scold,
i feel bad luck is because why do anything also can't smooth a bit de meh..
i already so careful already de lah..
Come back home~
After eat i wash mum and my plate,
watching still half way,
get scold again by B1 and say
"Why u no help people wash plate. u think people is your maid ah"?
i feel very upset lor, if you say better i may be will do.
What you mean like i sengaja dun wash the plate??
Isn't you eat late??? what wrong with you..
I'm human, i do have mood i do have feeling.
you can simply scold people, but please care my feeling .
Open my laptop~
the screen spoil, tell M izzit the maid have dropping it
She say if not the maid who will make it like that.
Spoil also good de lah, who ask you dun wan put the thing properly.
GET SCOLD BACK?
BLA BLA BLA, is my wrong again, the maid do thing rite izzit?

This month i working sometime i doesn't feel happy,
you all know??
Don't know, everyday only know say i pay money for you to study,
ask you do something also can't ??
Yes, u can! But this time i come back also got working
8a.m-5p.m, am i no tired?? come back still need to do those thing?
i will do as i can do... But please i'm human too..
Can u all just think for me at my side..
Yours word sometime really but you all never know
Because i just keep it in my heart, it's get hurt
Seriously make me cry in my heart.

P/s: So sorry to say all of this, i didn't get MAD, just want to release my unhappy mood.
Tomorrow is a good day :'(

Thursday, November 17, 2011

这里的生活

在这的半个月,过着很有规律的生活,
每天晚上11点睡觉,有时甚至更早。
早上7:30起身,还蛮健康的生活。
可是我却每天倒数几时是下个学期开学,
我还是觉得读书比做工事多么的幸福。
无论多压力,我都觉得比做工来的好。
在那酒店做工,有客人时才忙,没客人时闷死。
每天都是等那8个小时过。
而且这次回来不是开玩笑的啦,
工人没有,妈妈乘火打劫。
什么都叫我做,有时候多不愿意都要做。
我最讨厌就是洗碗的啦!!
只是没有说出来而已。
有时回到家都已经很累,
突然间又要人家去关店。。有一点小远还有懒惰驾车。
现在的我,并不是很喜欢驾车。
如果有人约我出去,最好就是他来载我。
要不就他顺风车好了。
想念在远方的你们,
不知你们现在做些什么,又想些什么??
很想很想快点回去了。

Monday, November 7, 2011

单身

单身的好处就是啊,
不用在意任何人,
我们有自由的选择,
随时跟不同的男人谈天。
都不用怕某人生气或吃醋。
例外,我们不用随时某人
报到我们的行踪。
要去那里就去哪里,
不用经过某人的同意。
接下来,你还有很多被人追的机会哦。
被人追的感觉往往比起有人男友
来的感觉良好吧。哈哈
你说是不是????
而且我们又不用常常被
爱情搞的一塌糊涂,
影响学业,影响事业。

有很多想说的话,可是犹豫不决。
最终还是选择放在心里,
自己知道就好了。

Saturday, November 5, 2011

做工,朋友,食物

做工篇
今天带着普通的心情又去上工啦。
本来我还不知道我的假期到底是几时。
所以就问了一下,希望星期日可以放假啦。
因为要去教堂啦。
最后接到通知了,我是跟office hour 做工的。
所以今天我做半天-12:30下午就下班了。
明天星期日放假,加上公共假期又补假,
所以星期2才上班。开心的飞起啦:)

朋友篇
因为我从小的死党从山打根回来了,
所以就一起约了去喝茶。
还要好久不见的中学同学
裕莹,翊衡,智恩。
他们说我高了,其实我到现在已经几年没有
量过身高了。。。所以我也不知自己是多高。
谈了很多,发觉人为什么可以说变就变。
现在的你可能不是以后的你。
人心难测,以前认识的那个他,
可能是多么的领人尊重,
可是现在的那个他有可能再看也看不上眼。
人们常说:“地球是圆地,所以风水轮流转”。
还挺赞同的。。我却说是“人心轮流转”。。

食物篇
还发觉到我对食物无法自拔,
回到来好像几十年没吃饭将,
一天到晚吃,饭的量还可以跟我哥哥媲美。
而且常常吃完了还是很饿。
一天至少吃2粒苹果
还有一大堆的领零嘴。
今天穿了一条短裤,
还的确发觉有一点点的肥了。
我真的受不起食物的诱惑啦。
我曾经说过“哪怕有一天我很肥,我还是选择食物,不会减肥”
因为食物对我来说太重要了。

Friday, November 4, 2011

First Cook

I never feel want to cook a dish,
if you say spaghetti, sushi,salad...
i'm ok and happy to do it.
But which really want to cook a dish..
i also asking myself
"Hey,your cook really can eat de mah???"
This time i will cook is because 
my mum busy to look up her shop,
so can't come back and cook.
She told me when i at the break time of working. 
She ask me jian onion egg and steam the pai gu.
Well, what to do i really cook.
The egg when i cook seem like black black de
Scare over cook..
But when i taste quite good de..
At least the taste is ngam ngam.
No over salty lah..
Overall is ok..hahaha..

Saturday, October 29, 2011

29/10/2011

这个学期,考试考的一塌糊涂。
老师也是只有“烂” 一个字可以形容。
不知成绩考得如何?
只希望没有 C 就好了。
可是我觉得啊, 上帝还是会默默的祝福我。
所以过去的让他过去,上帝会安排更美好的前程。
前几天,回到了家乡。其实有点不想回家。
因为10月是我与朋友联系的很好的一个月。
相处在一起最多的一个月。
一起玩,一起忙。
突然回来,有点不习惯。
因为没有了你们在我身边。
11月开始做工了,要穿formal啊。
感觉很不一样! 还要绑“一粒” 的发型。
只希望可以平平凡凡的过。
不要有什么差错啦。 好了, 是时候说晚安了。

Thursday, October 20, 2011

FLU

What i didn't expect???
Before the few days of exam,
I'm FLU-ing , Selesma..
Is already difficult to focus,
Now sick again ,hard to focus also,
Just now after bath, have a short nap.
8:30p.m sleep until 10:00p.m.
Weird rite?? sleep at night time.
But i'm really tired and uncomfortable,
my head is headache lah where use brain.
SO better go rest....
Wake up, slack until ow 1:24a.m
And i'm blogging here... i hope i really have enough time.
Friday mean 2mr is ody my final..
I hope my sick wont to be serious lah..
Somemore saturday have competition lagi><

GOD OF MIRACLE, I NEED YOU !!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

18 Oct 2011

Today wake up late ah,
i suppose to be waked up early de,
but some how too tired..
11 something just wake up.
Feel wasting of time..
around 2p.m only i go to UNI library.
do revision over there.
After that go Dance studio,
thought that today wont have people go.
Who know.??? lastly a lot of people come.
And we have fun over there.. Laugh dao can;t stop.
A bit stress for my final. Need to prepare for my final
and also saturday have dodgeball competition at UNIKL
I got not time to prepare too much. 3 subject in short sem
It's really crazy stuff.... because the lecturer never teach thing
But exam still out what we duno.. SUCK semester ever..
May God bless me, i can study before friday...

Sunday, October 16, 2011

10 more days

Clock moving so fast???
Just realize after 1o days i will be at my
"Home Sweet Home".
But this time got no feel excited.
Because i know i go back there and
i need to do my internship.
I hope it's a human job...haha
But i'm happy i can have a sweet dream for 2 month.
It's so difficult that i got chance to go back home more than 1 month.

~I love my friend, because without you my world will be black and white.
~Because You all come to my world and coloring my world. Appreciate!
I love my family, because whenever i did wrong.
You all wont blame me and scold me.
What i need, u all will give me... so i need to get good result to thank you all.

STUDY and Fighting... i can do it! God bless..

Thursday, October 13, 2011

F.R.I.E.N.D

I love you All~~~

My

DEAR

FriEnd.....

Because u all give me a happy short holiday
Even it's only 2 days and 1 night trip.
But at least i really forget anything,
not to worry anything about this "Busy World"
Short term forget assignment, final exam and also
My co-op problem!
I love the air of Genting.
Is windy and COOLING deep x2 into my heart.
But it's refresh my mind 100%...
How i hope i can stay here forever.

P/s: KL is hot like hell! I don't like !
Come back to the busy world again.><

Monday, October 10, 2011

女人的直觉

最近觉得有异样的感觉发生,
可是那都是我的第6感,
可是我更希望是错觉。
可是女人的直觉往往就是那么准。
怎么办???
这都是内心深处的事,
我不会多说,也不会多写。
因为只想放在心里。。。

因为工作的事情,
还让我一度的哭泣,
事情发生的不太顺利,
其实这个星期,我过的一点都不开心
在人们面前逞强还有虚伪。
希望我真的能够掩盖这一切的不开心。
担心的事情很多且决绝不了。
好久没那么无能为力过。

P/S 我知道主会听我的祷告, 把我的一切忧虑很烦恼决绝。
只好开心的去散散心吧,明天上云顶。
回来再担心咯!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Night Ghost

This week i feel like, i didn't have sleep lor,
Every time sleep on 3something morning,
but wake up at 8a.m like that.
It's all due to assignment, mid-term and
MY class which at 8am class...
My face look like pucat de lor....
Last saturday my friend saw me also say oh!
I really a night ghost lah...
But today after the mid-term,
BACK home and sleep..
And i sleep until 4p.m
Sleep for 5 hours... haha
But it's good, so that later go church i won't sleepy.
Because last saturday i really almost fishing over there de lor..
Recently quite worry about my intersip thing.
i wait for my offer letter, the aunty is vacation last week><
i kinda worried de lor, i need it and done everything before 15th de leh

So happy, i can have my very 1st trip with my friend to Genting.
never go outside with them, can't wait TUESDAY :)
i think should be happy memory and appreciate our friendship..
Because from how many billions of people, but you know them..

Monday, October 3, 2011

My house!!!

Officially this is my bedroom
But when i;m x there,
Can describe as store room?? haha

This is my 2nd brother's room
This is my eldest brother room.
you see?? one room one LCD TV
Not bad kan??? so relaxing



The photo above all is my living room area..

All of this is taken when i going back my hometown
at AUGUST.
Guess what??
Everytime when i go back, sure have somewhere renovation.
This time also..
Seriously,i'm also curious.
When have many part can renovated ah???
So how, last time i go back,
my housemaid is going back to Indonesia,
my mother ask me mop the living room..
Don't play play, i mop until kitchen lah wei.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Update my life's photo



The above photo all is outing photo shooting at pavillion
we take it before sem start lah..
thank to the camera man..and also edit it..
actually still have a lot photo he taken..
But i duno why lastly come out so little.
may be he is chosen the good 1 or he still x yet finish edit.
But somehow this is my 1st time..
Hope u all like it yah:)
Guess??? WHo is them?
Seriously we long time didn't take photo together.
They all is my logistic course mate..
Should appreciate the photo to pause the moment
we have together..
Back: Daniel ,me , and Rubin
Front: Vincent, Kirstie, Lu Ting, and Chia Wee

P/S: I like photo because it's the prove of your life.
When time going on, Photo is always refresh your memory!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

凌晨4点09分

我还睡呢?!
在干着做我的功课咯,
这个学期简直就不是人过的。
短的学期就那么恐怖??
有些老师见他们的次数都没多5个手指。
然后就mid-term, 功课。。
我的题目还弄到满烦的。
Google 都快给我按到爆了。
结果还蛮厉害的。
不是找不到相关资料,
就是我开的东西,打的资料都一模一样。
怎么办啊????
老师你帮下我可以嘛。
你知道她怎么回答我吗?
:" you can use your logic thinking to answer the question.
你当我是神么,如果我知道的话都做教授啦。
还要你教??

Saturday, September 24, 2011

喜新厌旧


My dodgeball and dancing friend:)
Have a nice day with you all...

我发觉我还蛮喜新厌旧的叻,
在什么方面都是将。
如果见到一个比一个好,
之前的那一个很快就会被取代。
我的心怎么能那么坏呢。哈哈
难道我就是那么不重情的人,
可是说好听一点,
这是对物质和精神上的要求。
哈哈哈哈。傻傻的我,
怎么突然打这些东西。

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Busy week

I was like many days didn't sleep well,
every night sleep on late time,
wake up at early morning.
The main things i'm busy actually is the
" CDL Dodgeball Competition"
2 days in a roll from morning until night.
And it was seriously like a movie.
The games really kill my heart beat.
Anyway, our UCSI done very good job.
Both team get prize
Devil Duke (Senior)- CHAMPION
Red Legion(junior)- 3rd places.
Although during the training,
i was many part get "HEI QING"
But never mind, for me it was also a prize.
hahaha...
Please proceed to here
you might see our news... UCSI ROCK

Next day, help out for Dance Club.
and have a short flash mop ..
shuffle over there...LOL
And yesterday got a mid term.
Due to i more concentrated on other stuff,
i got no other mood to study at all.
Yesterday question, MCQ and True or false was killing me.
i more like essay question><
Assignment many too.. this SHORT SEM like horror movie.
Some of the lecturer didn't even 1 chapter,
but some how we need to do assignment and mid term..
SUCK lor..... God bless anyway...

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Dodgeball Accident

Well, this week just start my class officially,
But on the other way, dodgeball training is often
In this week too... Mon Wed and Fri.
Due to we need attend CDL competiti
For the last few hours, i still practice for this.
The best thing is, i kenak "hantam" but my friend.
and well the ball is hit my face,
Guess what happen???
My left's eye is very very pain and
my teeths was blooding...
I feel really strong ball man!
But at the end and told me,
just now that ball is x strength 1 leh.
i duno wat is strength for him lah..haha
Nevermine, No pain No gain..
Practice away happen this kinds of thing.

** i feel to apply the presidential award or
the overall achievement award for May semester 2011
Presidential award is needed CGPA 3.70 and above.
well i did it, but like x confident lor.
overall achievement that 1 more low lah every subject get 70% only.
just only both must have proven track-record at ECA, sport performance& etc.
If i apply i feel i need the luck to get this award... God bless yah.
still planning, nobody know yet..ahaha

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Result- Year 1

If you want to see cleary please click the photo.

i'm totally happy with my result,
1st time in my life,
for this semester's subject,
i get 1 A+, 4 A
(Straight As)
if i tell you no happy,
then it just cheating you lah.
who saw this result and say SAD.
But thank to GOD,
because during the exam,
i just so stress,
and alway praying,
may God guide me.
i know you be my sides.
Because i can feel it,
you hear my pray.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

假期回来的我·

不知不觉我短短的假期
用完了啦!!!
感觉没休息到呢。
因为这次回去的主要任务
是帮忙教堂搞“儿童营”
回去没过几天,
我的每一晚都献给了教会。
布置啦,那样,这样的。
到了真真的当天,
我们都已经累垮了。
差一点就可以睡在任何地方。
这3天的营会就好像让我经历了很多年那样。
学会了很多东西,可是我却有一点点的埋怨。
对不起啦,那这是我累了,轻易说出来的。
求主原谅我啦,我还是超级愿意回来帮忙的
一点都没后悔。因为我爱这些小孩们。
也希望他们能够认识神呀。
无论如何,我我那组却拿了第一名。
其实连我想来想去也不知道为什么。哈哈。
可是对我来说输赢不重要。
最重要小孩们有学到东西啦。

从这短短的假期,却改变了我小小的习惯。
发觉我会比以前早一点睡觉。
可能在sabah累垮了,所以回到来好像一直要睡。
吃东西也少了。不知是好是坏。哈哈

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Surgery Day


Yesterday i just fly back to Sabah,
the day before just finish exam.
Really no rest dao, 4a.m by KLIA transit to airport.
Totally sleepy lah.
Just step down at Sandakan aiport,
then i direct go check my finger,
and direct have a surgery .
Doctor tell me during the surgery,
that thing in my finger is blood's pieces.
May be before hit dao thing,
then the blood stuck over there.
Or
My "xue guan" abnormal
keep blooding...
If for the 1st situation,
i x need to worry lah.
But if 2nd situation,
the thing grow again, might need to check properly lor.
But I believe in GOD,
by Faith. That thing wont growth again.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Look Forward

This few day at library all the time,
because i have a lot of student,
I teach them Accounting..haha
But during the time,
So happy to teach, because it really
Refresh the image when i study with you at IS.
I miss you all, hope i can meet you!
Today, finally accounting paper is DOWN.
Argh~ i really x2 my A won't fly always.
I aim so high for my final this semester.
so please hear my pray JESUS.
LOOK FORWARD
No more think the past..
what we need to think is future,
I can't change the past,
but can be done good in future.
The last paper, i will done my best,
instead of saying "So hard de lah"
If you never do hard how you can get good result.
So Warehouse Management,
i will turn impossible to possible
and of course by the strength of you
Oh Mighty God.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Recently i been more familiar with a friend,
which have a same name with you,
haha, but the look ,attitude all so different.
But is a nice people of course..

Crystal: continous study lor.bye XD

Sunday, August 14, 2011

New and Simple background

Just suddenly want change my background,
i do change the song too..
Simple is prefect XD
Actually i have a lot of thing want to share,
but i lazy type it out lah..
Lazy to update my recently life.

How you recently???
Long time x see...
Sometime we need to forget someone.
It's nothing you can get!
This birthday year is so different .
Because i can't get the wish from you(few of you).
Are you so busy??
or you don't even wan type even a simple word.
Actually i don't mind but
because you all in my heart have a special place,
so I'm MIND..
Don't say sms 1st, izzit that type a simple word" Hapi B'day" through FB
also can't???? i don't know ><

Have a thing is i do forget someone already!!
Congrats to me.. it's not easy XD. haha
Thank for the belated present. ( yam yam and grace).haha
Dont worry LENG !! i mention here.
thank you:)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

I'm 20th



My teen teen years old is just finish few day ago
Now i'm officialy 20th years old lah.
But i don't really care,
cause my he heart forever 18th de=P
Thank to Irean and Pui Ling for the cake,
it's very nice to eat:) good taste!
Even i x really like cheese cake de also say nice,
so it's confirm nice lor.
The giant cup of milky tea we only finish half.. haha

After my dinner at at Wong Kok,
we go to the Tokyo Street which located at 6th floor of pavillion,
Totally drunk inside there. haha
Although can't go Japan,
But i can't feel like i'm already at Japan.
I like the shop over there, all is very creative item.
So cute de lor.
This all is real camera..super cute :)

my cousin and her friend
Pui Ling and Irean.

Thank you all for my day,
Although nothing special for this year,
But still have a nice day for me:)

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

所剩无几的“4小时”

你们猜猜现在多少点?
12a.m?
1a.m?2a.m?
3a.m?
4a.m?
是,5:35凌晨。
昨晚没能读书,早就去睡觉了啦。
本人是打算2点起来读书啦,
可是公主一旦入睡,
事情就不是你所想象的啦。
可是已到了5点多我还自然的要醒了!
再睡下去,
今天的两个科目就可以丢进大海了。
其实我早就收到一份生日礼物,
那就是
~
~
~
“一堆的压力咯”
考完今天,
我可以去纾解压力
还有睡觉睡够够力。

祝福我吧!!
一定要干掉它!

Monday, August 8, 2011

Stressful week!

Look nice or not????
i eat dao wan vomit liao..
still have abit rice which i can't eat liao. haha

Wah wah, i still 33 hour like that..
alamak, how to face the exam??
2 paper leh????
God please give me wisdom from you yah,
and dun let me lazy, must do all revision before it.
I believe i can do it in you.
I need A A A A A, a good result...
MUST AH MUST Ah.
wish me luck ah...

BB112 and BM101, i will try to kill both you!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

整夜难眠

昨晚还蛮痛苦的,
我是已经很眼睡了的,
读完书要睡觉,
眼睛已经干到通了。
想了很多东西,
身体却翻左翻右在躺直,
很难才入眠的啊。
谁知在门中被敲醒,
却是在没有电的状态下,
真是的,我当然睡不着觉啦。
而且看看时间3:45 凌晨吧。
我的妈呀,才刚睡没很久。
过一回有点了,好好的睡到闹钟响。
其实如果可以我要睡就一点><
谁叫今天要考试,不能再睡了。
要不然悲剧要重演一次就糟糕啦。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
在述说一下今早的考试吧,
在我脑海中,会觉得没那么难吧这张考卷,
谁知一打开,细心的回答的选择题时。
我的心可是抖了一下,什么问题啊。
做计算题时,
他既然出 Chapter4 ,真是的。
然后第二题,刚看到题目的时候,
我还有点傻眼叻。
不过镇定自己,好好分析。
哈哈,我都会做啦。
反正我全部都复习一片了。
我一定要A啦, 我跟希望拿 A+。
好了该忘记的就忘记,
努力下张的考试。

Friday, August 5, 2011

Anything...

Well, today is 5th August already,
5 more days, Is my day lur!
Don't know want happy or not.
But i'm getting older liao lor.. haha
But so sad my birthday is in the exam period.
But luckly that day have not exam..
Aiyo~ so sad one...
1st time birthday at KL,
haiz~ Hope my day is x too suck lah.haha
So stressful of study...
argh, why two paper in same day leh!!!
Saturday i have my first paper, wish me luck yah!!
Gambateh and Fighting!!
My wish is get good result in my final ...
and also healthy lor of course.
The most important thing for a human.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Library

Today go Library study,
suddenly my mind come out some image,
guess what????
Is the time that when i study in IS,
we always study together,
every break time or even the A-level exam,
we go government's library every day.
Doing math account economic,
The precious moment that i have,
Because can study with u all.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Exam around the corner

Today is the end of the month again.
July GONE lor...
My 1st paper will be on 6th August...
Is Business Statistic..
i didn't much more worry about this subject.
I very worry about Fundamental of marketing and management
Both subject located at same date.
Both subject also a lot of thing to memorize.
Can I save all thing into my brain..?
and the break time is only 1 an half hour.
Definitely i'm not enough time at all.
But God is real, he will make impossible to possible,
so just trust him and pray hard.
Of course need to study too..

august 10th, haha, i'm waiting for the day,
although is locate on exam period.
but God love me, 10th-15th i'm x exam,
Don't know the 1st birthday at KL will how,
i just hope never alone.. haha..
But i think wont be lah,
my cousin will acc me :)

By the way, God bless u all for the exam.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Modelling







eventhough i can't be a real model,
but still can be a temporary model mah.
haha. so fuuny those photo..
After cut hair., duno when can see my hair long again
SAD ...

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The Happy thing is,
i just check my accounting assignment mark
i get 28.5/30 marks.. the higher mark..
Thank God a lot.. i hope that other subject also the same..
Good luck and also my final..

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Breakdande Class last day of the sem



















Don't say other first,
this week is My week.
Because i'm just so free...
Yesterday alone go to Kerinchi and wisma genting,
both place to take my salary RM180+56= RM236.
But hor sekejap also no enough lor..haha
But 2 clothes, 1is from ROMP de.Rm45.90 leh..
Nevermind lah.. lama lama satu kali..hehe

Today IS dance class last day lur :(
i'm sad, u guess why???
Because it's show that this is END of the sem,
and very soon i'm gonna take my Final exam..
so sienz de lor!!! ><
This Sem take 5 subject, but on the same way,
i Hope not is a Must get good result for both subject.
Jesus you are so so good, nothing can compare.
i just thinking if this quota, because you are so real.
Guide me by your way, i'm follow you..

Friday, July 22, 2011

男人, 女人

卢婷说我化妆后很妖艳。超级好笑的说。
我不是你的baby,请别乱叫我honey。你给我闪tepi,先看看自己的pocket有没有money。现在的女生都很reality,...⋯⋯看男生都是先看车子跟 pocket 里的money。我知道你做工赚钱very hardly,可是你没有banglo更没有ferrari ~口袋永远都是empty,每次只是骑着motor suzuki 。我不想以后跟你一起做hak yi,所以你还是不要来make me angry!!我虽然每次跟你一起出去,可是并不代表你就是我的lovely。我们的想法根本都唔ngam key,我要的是Gucci 跟 LV ~如果你觉得lonely,就去order ayam spicy。我不是每次都会对你这样的nicely,所以趁我还没生气你还是give up early,至少我对你还可以留下一段美好的memory
这是现实世界吗?我说才不是呢!!
男人,你们有时候想太多啦,
不是每个女人都那样的哦。
还有千万别太在意你女友是满身名牌,
只要她为你放下身价,那女人是爱你的。
千万不要觉得自己配不上她哦还有提出分手。
如果你告诉她:“因为我不配”。。那只会把一个女人脆弱的心给打破啦。
给单身的你们,有时如果觉得孤单。
那就忍耐一下吧。不是你条件不好,
只是时机还没到。。。
一个容易得到的爱情,人们是不会太珍惜的。
所以啊等待你的 mr. right.
记得哦,辛辛苦苦得来的要好好珍惜啦。
突然一时感触,写了这篇文章。
希望对读着这篇文章的你,也能好好的珍惜哦。
晚安:)

Monday, July 18, 2011

Very familiar to me

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静,很冷漠,

在熟人面前却很放肆,很霸道,

并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑,

不要认为她很粗鲁,她只是很单纯的认为,

大家打打闹闹,骂骂笑笑,表示更亲切,更不分你我。

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁,

朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事

其实她只是感觉累了,

她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱,恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛,

不要认为她放肆,

她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候

喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮,耍赖。

不要认为她太小气,蛮不讲理,

其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少!

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛,

如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事,

她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情,

她其实很爱你,但是卑微的爱情她不要,

她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水!

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好,

大声的笑,放声的闹。

当姐妹心疼的说:“你没事吧?”

她会放下她所有的骄傲,趴到姐妹怀里哭。

哭完了,苦笑一声:没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩,

如果你们是朋友,请原谅她平日的不理不睬,

其实她只是不会社交,不敢打扰,

你想想你的每一次邀约,她拒绝过你。

如果你喜欢上她,请你不要说出来,

因为她很幼稚,你会吓跑她。

原谅她的冷漠,

她只是怕伤害你!

若她喜欢上你,请你不要在她的世界里消失。

她没有更多的要求,不会打扰你的生活。

她只是想静静的看着你,

当你的观众,仅此而已。

如果你们已经在一起了,

请你好好珍惜她。

这样的女孩子、太傻,

请你别让她受伤。

Thursday, July 7, 2011

i like today!!

Suppose to be emo week,
but today done alot of thing
and try to x EMO lur:)

1st thing
Haha, skype with yi jen this afternoon,
well, we wait for jessline, but she remember wrong date
But never mind, she is come backMalaysia!!!
Waiting for her to come back...
We just talking so much...
Haiz~ but found out a relationship of good friend
also will have breaking one day... Haiz~

2nd thing,
After skype direct go to UNI,
start our Business Statistic Assignment,
well i think we should be ok gua!
and have nice start...
Well, don't give up yah, all my group member..
We try our best to done it:) GAMBATEH

3rd thing,
Direct go to MPH. practice Dodgeball
Found out today x so tired practice,
because we play game more,
and this time is practice with girl's senior,
have a difference experience
Love it=P..
After that, we go to kuchai lama
Eat wan tang min!!!

Haha,so happy today i'm busy and no time to let me emo
somemore my captain say will have a CDL competition for dodgeball,
i think i will join it,if no anything thing crash it..hehe
last year i be a cheerleading,
this year i hope i can be the dodgeball team???
and then kan this sem although i take 5 subject
with going dance class and dodgeball,
but i like my life right now,,because it's meaningful!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Emo:(

This week, i really can't fee joyful anymore,
i feel even if u see i laugh,
But it's never True.. My deeper heart just so SOB.
Once again, i also don't what happen??
May be assignment is my main force???
My brain is just jamming at somewhere else,
I hope all the assignment faster to be done!!!
Stressing me always....



Hear this song,
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known.

i want all thing gonna be well soon..

Monday, July 4, 2011

Presentation

Finally warehousing management's presentation
DONE today!!! I really feel that this semester do anything also stress.
Even a mid-term or assignment or presentation,
can mek me feel over STRESS!!! de lor..
Today presentation also make can't sleep.
Although is group assignment, but mark is individual><
15 mark only, but i hope i get almost full mark..
This thurday accounting mid term oh.. HAIZ=.='
next week pass up accouting assignment,
next next week Business Statistic which also make me headache,
need to a investment's proposal..
and alsp Fundamental of management's presentation.
LASt week of the JULY, marketing assignment..
and lastly study week and final exam...
my timetable suck 1><
6th, 9th(2 subject oh! somemore hard1), 16th and 19th august
this sem can't go bac LD fast oh!! last day baru finish exam..
sienz lor..but God bless, my birthday doesn't meet exam for a week!

Shopping day:)


When i wait my cousin, i take this photo..
Unique????
I think can't be go out,
as long as i go out,
should i have buy something,
of course today i buy something!!
guess what?? a T-shirt from PDI
quite simple, duno why think many,
lastly still just a super simple,
don't what u feel??ok???
i choose white i because my skin is dark.
very cheap..Rm14.50 only oh...
Now all shop is SALES.. MANGO brand also very cheaper..
If i got many money i think i can buy a lot
Finally can release my stress for about 2week!!!!

Note: i have change a new backgroud!!
What u think about it??? Nice???lol..hehe

Saturday, July 2, 2011

不知道!

不知道怎么了??
这几天的心情又开始下跌。。
惨了!!!
最讨厌这种感觉了。
前两天我做了一件事情,
我自己也不知道是否对或错。
有种亏欠的感觉。
可是也算是一个秘密吧。
所以不能再这里写了><
过后就是那天有人在旧的dance group
问了关于hip hop 的东西
所以我帮忙回答然后叫她叫我们新的
过后真的是很生气的,我什么都没说。
给那所谓自称很厉害跳舞的人说到!!
A:Yo CrystalKoh, what about this group ? ur not allowed to have many groups as a dance club , we all created this , so updating will be in this group. n by the way, who gave you the authority to have new group ? i never seen u in dance club !!!! weird !!
Me: lol, x me man!!!! i'm only the member lah! other thing don't ask me><
A:Awesome !! so ur just a MEMBER , i thought u would be something else .. anyway, im not even interested to have useless conversation with ya as long as ur member of the club , just wanna let know that , FREAK NATION'S FAMILY is Around !!!
B:um Snik chill. Let the kids be kids.
A:Your Command Sir .. !!
B:Us being mad at their stupidity is not helping them anyway so let em go on being kids. Someday someone will come along who will propagate the true standards for what we worked for without all this segregationist theories that seem to be the main stay these days. Until that day, let it be.
B:I think the period where I got mad at y'all was the time I should have continued keeping quiet. Now y'all started a new movement. I'm just shaking my head cause most of what I see is not even worth getting mad at y'all about. HaenRie Theboy, is this what you worked for? Is this what we put all our time and effort into? Man, I regret knowing most of these people.

我什么的没回,他们既然说有的没的。
Who ask you being mad??? if u didn't think about it
why u would try to type it out???
Who stupid man??
Luckly the President of dance club no fall into your hand
IF not i tell you, NOBODY!!!
Hear cleary is nobody!!!
Nobody will join dance club,
and nobody will follow your command.
your leading is just SUCK.
If you wan to show off your skill
go far away.. we no need such people.
Never have power's people,
please dont make yourself show stupid to other..
Foolish around only!!!!!
who you are??? even a small committee also NOT.
so dun SOUND there.
然后就是,
我发现我都很不能忍受
做group assignment 的
因为啊, 个人意见不同,
做事方式不同,性格不同。
做起事来,就只有“意见”

我看这就是我心情不好的主因吧??


Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Thu busy month of the year-June


i just check my calendar...
The most thing i write in the calendar is JUNE.
can show that this semester in not the sup sup water!
haha..actually my schedule sampai JULY ody.
all booking by MR.assignment and MR mid term
and MR presentation also..
mou hou ya ji gou lor!!! haha
i must try to Love this 3 person as well as possible
keep them as my BELOVED.
Love them deep deep
so they love me more deep=)
in Compensation with good mark..haha

scare

最可怕的是她明明很讨厌你还要装跟你很好;
最可怕的是她跟你很好却在别人面前说你坏话;
最可怕的是日见夜见的人你以为跟她无话不说但她却有很多事瞒着你
最可怕的是她也说讨厌的人却跟他好;
最可怕的是你最好朋友出卖了你.
...友情里连真心都不能给,这才真的真正的可笑
copy from somewhere:)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Crazy night

...Just now...
Actually i RUN to GIANT
guess??
what time????
!
!
!
!
10p.m.. haha
of course something urgent
and i'm worry about it lah..
NOt such a big thing.
But i dun wan when i wake up
it was a nightmare..
I'm x God,
can't predict anything..
haha..so 10p.m
rushing to GIANT.
Well, still many people inside..
so, dont worry..
And i also shop for other thing
another thing is i got no cash.
i was so "xiao sha"
taking debit card , handphone and key only
even resident card also forget.
lucky they still open gate for me
because see my face too many time liao..
so wat i call CRAZY!

Monday, June 27, 2011

BeL.I.E.ve


Will you believe your friend?
Best Friend ever?
ya, sometime we are trust them
But do u think that friend will forever with you?
sometime, growing of time,
environment changing, know new friend.
All this might be causing
your best friend changing their personality.
Be[LIE]ve
still have LIE in between.
and i trust.
Fri[END]
might be end one days.
i doesn't say we x have a real good friend.
But what i need to tell you all,
True Friendship
Is very difficult to find.
We are human,
even our own self,
do you can promise other people
u wont betray ur friend one day???


Thursday, June 23, 2011

i'm stress!

This sem's mid term give us feel that it's FINAL ody,
Stress so much,,never ending assignment,presentation and
of course continuos-ing of mid term.
This week unluckly, 2 subject put too near.
and my class on thursday and friday are full.
duno where to get time for study,...
and all of the mid term mostly is 30 mark..
just like doing Final seriously!!!
I got no TIME to do all revision...
GOD BLESS PLEASE...
I need to aim good result of course...
Study now~~~~

Sunday, June 19, 2011

起起落落的一周

这一个星期我也忘记我做了些什么,
让我回顾回顾一下。
星期一:今天考试,
我希望老师不会出到我不会的那两题,
结果明明有三分题目,
我却那么幸运拿到那个题目,
而且还是两题都不会的放在一起,
还可真是幸运的。
因为答应了我调查公司,
要帮他们做电话调查。
(意思就是要打电话给人家啦)
会做这中事情的确不是我的风格。
结果什么人都遇到。。
有的很搞笑,有的很凶,有的还没讲完就挂了。
结果做了两个钟,只能够完整了2个人而已。
本来第二点答应要去,结果我就放他们飞机了。
再也不做这些事情啦。haha

星期二:没有上课,轻轻松松过了大半天。
去大学做我的功课。然后5点正当然是去练舞咯。
今天热身还要倒立的说,很久没做。
有恐惧感得咯,女生也要做同样的东西。
当然最后还是做到了。
练了其他舞步还有 “baby freeze".

星期三:也没有上课!晚上约了grace & stacey,
去哪里??? 当然是夜市啦。
今天的天气还不错,因为难得某个星期三的夜市,
既然没要下起绵绵细雨。和适合走夜市啊。

星期四:去给co-op 的人验证我的文凭。
所有你又提在CV里面的都要给他check.
结果我还没天 referee,那个人第一句就骂人。
弄到心情有够烂的。第二天还要去过!
然后一整天都在上课,到8点咯。累!

星期五:当然又要去多一次啦。
你还没看到那条“龙”
好像要去签唱会叻。
排了够久总于到我了。
谢天谢地,这次顺利弄好啦。
上课到8点,然后就去小组咯。

星期六:应当9点考试的我,
做了人生第一次发生的事
我既然睡觉睡到10点多,
被吓醒,第一件事当然是看时间,
GG 了==’ 不知所措!!
我打算不去了,就说我生病。
下次再考吧。可是啊,我也不知为什么,
走去翻了下老师的teaching plan
结果后面有说,如果有什么原因未能出席考试,
要提前讲或给他看病假纸。
我没看医生拿来的纸啊。
就这样我超级勇敢的11点去到考场。
跑上五楼,喘着气的跟老师说
:"sorry, just now very urgent ,i can't come to exam"
老师连问都没问,就说你等下再进来考。
当下放下重担,要不然我的30分飞了。
晚上去了教堂咯,还有学琴。

星期日:本来还在赖床的我,
收到一封信息。。。
Congrat!! PTPTN loan is approved for payment.
Please check your CIMB account by 10 july 2011.
Thank you for your patience with us.
看到了超级高兴,然后就醒了咯。
我已经等了半年,总于等到结果了。
还是感谢主啦!。
接下来发生甚么事情我不知道,
因为我在打着这片文章啦。

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

哪怕只有一句

打开你们的心门看看我有说错吗?
当你喜欢一个人,
哪怕看到他一秒,
就已经开心的飞起。
哪怕他跟你说了那么一句“嗨~”,
就觉得无比的快乐。
哪怕他只出现在你梦境里,
就已经远远的满足了。
哪怕他一个微笑,
就足让你神魂颠倒。
哪怕他说了不好笑的笑话,
你也会觉得超级好笑。
哪怕他做某件事做的很烂,
在你眼里始终是世界第一的呢。

告一段落啦!哈哈

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Weird Feeling

yesterday first class of Break dance..lol
Is still ok for me, because learning basic of it.
But after class, someone learn this,
i also feel wan to learn,
and he teach me the technique lah.
That time i can't make it, because a bit scare.
After back home, i just try to make it.
Lastly i can make it:)
i'm so happy lor..haha

today suppose to be happy 1,
go watch Kungfu Panda.
And next wan to meet agent??
but lastly she is not agent.
is 1 kind of networking business.
and then so damn raining
and go back home.

And i feeling bad,
because i'm worrying about 2mr journey to rawang.
to do my survey job which is easy job.
But the place where i go is very far.
and i didn't go there b4.
Feeling unsafety...
i need to PRAY the God,
protect me the whole journey.
so that i'm safe arrive and back home.
and all the journey move smoothx2.

HAIZ.what kind of feeling????

Sunday, June 5, 2011

爱情是什么?

最近发现爱到底是什么?
有人说它是甜蜜的开始,
有人说它是伤心的起点。
可是啊,我觉得爱情很麻烦。
因为发现啊,很多身边的朋友,
还有facebook上的朋友。
他们每天都为爱情诉苦,
满怀着怨恨很疲惫。
为什么要那样啊?
爱的那么累,为什么还要爱?
我不明白。。。
有时候,分开了可能也是好事啊。
为什么还要勉强自己爱一些自己不爱的东西。
这叫做“犯贱”吗?还是爱得太深。
无法自拔??? 烦就对了。
还有一种人,就是没有恋爱会死的,
所以什么野花杂草,只要有的话就恋爱吧!
所以啊-爱情=烦恼啦。
拥有它不是不好,可是也要好好处理一下。
不要把幸福变成负担。

Thursday, June 2, 2011

2th june 2011

Wake up- 1st feeling
All muscle pain...
yesterday go play dodgeball,
trainning for 4 hours.
today totally tired.haha
But so happy to play dodgeball.
i'm Lovin it.
Even walking especially go up Stair..
oh no. my leg pain dao...
Too long time no exercise liao..
Is like that de lor..haha
Not bad, can fulfill my free day
by no waste money to shopping or do useless thing.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Tired Man


How to say???
2day is my 1st day to do those promoter job.
Although 1 day RM80, but hoh x see at all for whole day.
You can imagine what happen mah???
first first is ok de...But when i arrive home.
Sit on the chair,after that if u wan stand up and walking.
deng deng deng.... is clamp like H***.
Like the leg is x me one...LoL
somemore hor. my company' worker will checking whether we go promote the thing or not.
sometime will jia jia become customer there and testing us de..
So dangerous tu.....
But it's ok, Because i know God will guide me.
And plan for me.
So dun worry about it,lets pray n protect by GOd.
Anyway, thank God i'm safety home and evithing all rite.. Good night:)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

累了

今天去了Interview,
第一次那么严格或认真的。
先填表格,还蛮多东西填的。
然后就Interview。
还说不能染头发,或不能留指甲。
还要拍照的说。
上帝你来安排好的吧,
如果不好的没有工作都无所谓。
一切有神你来安排吧。

然后就去唱K了,
今天唱到很迟也没人管。
超级好的说!

回家途中,
精疲力尽。
现在坐在电脑前面休息,
还未冲凉呢》《
好累

Friday, May 20, 2011

PIMPLE


I duno lah..
DUn like pimple at FOrehead..
Because can't make it out...><
I dun wan pimple ah...
LOL

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

DEsign Economic Bag

I think i rely got problem,
I go to participated in a Economic Bag design
For Estee Lauder... This is my 1st time.
And i just simply design for it..hahaha
i didn't feel wan tp get the 1st Prize,
Just i hope i can get a "An wei" prize.
Enough jor..haha
Even vocher or Estee lauder product,
i dont mind..haha..
So i just simply try..
Hope i have the luck to win even a small prize.
Since i'm nope the professional designer..
I need LUCK lur But need to wait until August 20th i just know the result
Long time ago i sure forget..haha

Friday, May 6, 2011

成绩

多天没有写日记,
成绩3号时就出完啦,
今天在这儿分享我的喜悦,
Business law- 71(B)
Element of logistic and transportation-83(A)
Informative technology-76(B+)
虽然蛮高兴的,
可是啊,我对BL 和IT 期望比较高,
可是出来却是另外一科比较高分。
没关系啦!
这个学期挑战自己,
拿了5科。希望我还是能兼顾好啦。
蛮紧张的说。
可是现在的我还在家乡逍遥自在,
下星期才回去西马。
明天就要去 Sipadan,
还蛮紧张的,因为我在那学潜水哦。

Monday, May 2, 2011

20110502

Today so late wake up tu,
because YTD too tired ody,
wake up 7a.m going to beach,
Reli beautiful and Clear beach
can see FIsh swim here swim there,
Before i learn DIVING, i swimming and watch the deep sea marine animal.
it was ody very satisfied,
at least i see Thing.
Somemore, suddenly i see jellyfish,
Purple colour and Big, so beautiful but dangerous lur.
Noon raining but still need to learn diving,
2day morning direct FLU lor.
Noon headache tiam.
hope can be well when i go pulau..

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Lahad Datu Life

Everyday go out with mum at morning,
go shop, back home, watch movie.
same routine everyday.....
2morrow go sandakan..
check my finger...
If doctor decide to have operation,
i will do it lah...
Hope x need to wait...
Fast fast gao tiam... Fast Fast do other thing.
yesterday go Sri Perdana.
Surrender!!!!!
The road super many hole...
Don't ask me go there...
My car so pain de leh....

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Facial at Herbaline... GOOD service


1st: i'm going to do foot scrub by sea salt.
2nd: deep breath 3 time for the relaxing thing
3rd: i'm bring to facial..
argh, so comfortable and massage my body
4th: Eat deliciou bubur, and drink .. REli nice de.:)
LAstly , i go for this fish spa.
Is such horrible, the fish juz like so hungry like that.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

是缘分还是碰巧?

今天在 图书馆一人读书的时候,
突然脑袋闪过一个人,
结果才刚刚在脑袋出现的那个人,
还真的出现在我眼前叻。哈哈
不知这是巧合还是缘分呢?

That Man- nyung bin

tht day i got post it the song rite,
this is the chinese translate, i reli like the song,
but quite emo de.. hehe
那男人

演唱:玄彬

有个男人正爱着你

那个男人认真的爱着你

每天每天 就像是你的影子

跟随着你

那个男人笑着却也哭着



究竟还得独自注视着你多久

这像风一般的爱情

这像是谎言的爱情

还得持续多久 你才能爱我

Oh…

只要稍稍走近你

只要靠近你一步

就会后退两步的你

这样的爱着你的我

现在就在你身旁

那个男人哭泣着



那个男人非常的小心

所以现在正在学习笑着的方法

连和好朋友

都不能倾诉的话语太多了

所以那个男人的心中充满了泪水



所以那个男人正爱着你

这样的傻瓜 因为是这样的傻瓜

所以可以拥抱我吗

Oh…

我也想要被爱 亲爱的

每天每天在心里 只能在心里

这样的呼唤着你

那个男人今天依然在你的身旁

Oh…

那个男人就是我 你知道吗

还是你明明知道 却依然如此呢

不知道的你 真的是个大傻瓜啊



究竟还得独自注视着你多久

这像傻瓜一般的爱情

这像是谎言的爱情

还得持续多久 你才能爱我

Oh…

只要稍稍走近你

只要靠近你一步

就会后退两步的你

这样的爱着你的我

现在就在你身旁

那个男人哭泣着

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Stress suddenly

today, 2morrow and oso 2 2 morrow is my exam,
today business law done, aiksss@@
question 2 killing all student,
lecturer ask what is the disadvantage of Floating charge,
i duno how to related it lor, since we study about law...
20 mark fly over..
i hope i still can get B at least CGPA 3.0 lah,
i think i have do my best, and God will do the rest de=P
Suddenly feel STRESS for 2morrow paper oh,
my element paper, so many chapter..
and need to choose 4 from 6..
and all in essay.. i hope my brain have a hardisk inside,
can put all the thing inside...
now 7:36p.m my brain jaming and
dun wan to put thing inside leh,
somemore i 'm sleepy actually,
tired for wake up early.
Argh, i need u god . give me wisdom to do all thing,
u will provide me enough time to study before the time of exam,
rite???? i trust in GOD...
i can do it , i can do it..
GOod luck my fren...
Off to study lor..Bye

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Study Study and Study

This week definitely study everyday,
Everyday sleep until 11a.m.
12p.m something go uni do revision,
For 1st, i want to go to study juz dun wan be lonely at home.
Now, i seem like ok wah....
I'm x too lazy oso=P
Buisness Law, Element and IT
i must kill u all.
I just say a MUST to myself,
dont think -ve, should confident to myself to get a high cgpa point.
So, God bless me ans also you..
Pray hard and of course work hard.
Recently my mood is going to be ok..hahaha..
Eventhough my life is study everyday.

Do tell u a suprised thing,
my Business Law Assignment mark get 29/30,
i dun think wan to post at FB lah,
But i'm very happy happy for that and such as a miracle.
For me, i alway think that i'm x done the best compare to other,
because that time i'm so stress and full time working,
need to be use my sleeping time to done it,
extra stress is need to submit turnutim,
langsung scare about over 30%,
so no dare to copy paste from book and website 100%.
yesterday my friend told me that the mark come out ody,
so i just bring a scaring mood to see the result,
Very horrible moment, when u stand in front he board,
and start to find ur ID ...
see see see 1001026722
assigment 29/30, mid term 18/30 , total 47/60
@@???.. izzit wrong see ID???
check again and again i reli get 29/30..
and also the higher mark in assignment..
Oh GOd, it's real , Thank God!!!.somemore do u think this photo look nice ah????
i duno y this photo many people like it on FB.
But i like the another 1 photo..haha,
Anyway ,thank you..

Lastly, i reli wan to get high mark in FINAL. God bless lor

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Lonely

I just stop working for 2 days,
but i found out that i'm x happy.
NO happy because
-I'm so boring, nothing to do at all.
-I'm feel lonely, Live without family
-My life no direction
Now i know why i can continuous working
during this 3 month.
Because it was fullfil all my free time
And no time to think those unimportant things
Although i alway shout:" Tired!"
But i admit i receive all the happiness.
yesterday start x work, i already found that,
I'm such lonely girl.
I even dun wan lonely in every second .
Because the feel like the knife hurt my heart.
Can't stop bleeding.. Feel wan to cry alway and alway.
Somemore i juz finish a korean movie" Secret Garden"
it just a nice drama..
May be i juz finsh watching it,
i feel sad also n make my mood down.
The main character Nyun bing is too handsome.haha
Anyway, i hope i can get out those lonely picture in my brain.
Otherwise, i will can't concentrate anything.
Can u feel it?? No activities At a small room whole day no is EVERY DAY,
dont even me, i think u will feel what i'm feel.
Even eat also x taste anything.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Hyun Bing - That Man (secret garden)

han namjaga geudaereul saranghamnida geu namjaneun yeolsimhi saranghamnida
maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo geu namjaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul ireoke baraman bomyeo honja
i baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo geu namjan umnida

geu namjaneun seonggyeogi sosimhamnida geuraeseo utneun beobeul baewotdamnida
chinhan chinguegedo motaneun yaegiga manheun geu namjaui maeumeun sangcheotuseongi

geuraeseo geu namjaneun geudael neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo
tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andoeyo

nan sarangbatgo sipeo geudaeyeo maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman sorireul jireumyeo
geu namjaneun oneuldo geu yeope itdeyo

geu namjaga naraneun geol anayo almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo
moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul ireoke baraman bomyeo honja
i babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo geu namjan umnida


한 남자가 그대를 사랑합니다 그 남자는 열심히 사랑합니다
매일 그림자처럼 그대를 따라다니며 그 남자는 웃으며 울고있어요

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 남잔 웁니다

그 남자는 성격이 소심합니다 그래서 웃는 법을 배웠답니다
친한 친구에게도 못하는 얘기가 많은 그 남자의 마음은 상처투성이

그래서 그 남자는 그댈 널 사랑 했데요 똑같아서
또 하나같은 바보 또 하나같은 바보 한번 나를 안아주고 가면 안되요

난 사랑받고 싶어 그대여 매일 속으로만 가슴 속으로만 소리를 지르며
그 남자는 오늘도 그 옆에 있데요

그 남자가 나라는 걸 아나요 알면서도 이러는 건 아니죠
모를꺼야 그댄 바보니까

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
이 바보같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 남잔 웁니다


A man will love you hard, and I love that guy
Every day they train you like a shadow, the man I am crying laughing
How much better you looked so alone, oversaw
Love's like the wind, you love me would you like to continue to love
Look, if you step a little closer and a little two feet and run away
I think I'm next to you got to love the guy cry
So the guy is shy personality, learned how to smile
Do not let friends talk a lot of mind of the man wounded
So the last time he talked with him, just like I love you, Arthur
And like a fool as a fool once again to hold me Can not we
I want to be loved, baby, only to fall for every day only to fall for heart shouting
He said today that the man next to
Did you know that the man knew what this country does not mean
He does not do stupid geudaen
How much better you looked so alone, oversaw
This stupid fucking love you love me would you love to continue
Look, if you step a little closer and a little two feet and run away
I think I'm next to you got to love the guy cry