Lonely

I just stop working for 2 days,

but i found out that i'm x happy.

NO happy because

-I'm so boring, nothing to do at all.

-I'm feel lonely, Live without family

-My life no direction

Now i know why i can continuous working

during this 3 month.

Because it was fullfil all my free time

And no time to think those unimportant things

Although i alway shout:" Tired!"

But i admit i receive all the happiness.

yesterday start x work, i already found that,

I'm such lonely girl.

I even dun wan lonely in every second .

Because the feel like the knife hurt my heart.

Can't stop bleeding.. Feel wan to cry alway and alway.

Somemore i juz finish a korean movie" Secret Garden"

it just a nice drama..

May be i juz finsh watching it,

i feel sad also n make my mood down.

The main character Nyun bing is too handsome.haha

Anyway, i hope i can get out those lonely picture in my brain.

Otherwise, i will can't concentrate anything.

Can u feel it?? No activities At a small room whole day no is EVERY DAY,

dont even me, i think u will feel what i'm feel.

Even eat also x taste anything.