Hi,你们好吗？
不知这里是否还会有人来逛吗？
今年23岁的我，没有在读书了。
也刚好在一月份的时候踏入社会做第一份的工作。
其实之前吊儿郎当了4个月吧？！
当时确实很无助不知未来是如何。。。
渺茫的感觉很沮丧·！
因为想要往自己喜欢的方向去可是知道这条路不是那么容易的。
大学毕业生满都是，谁会请一个没经验；
学历和工作上的需求又不吻合，
自己在想我要浪费多少时间啊？？？
结果奇迹发生，我会说是上帝聆听我的祷告吧。
一直以来有点小发白日梦想如果我能进到Astro多好啊？
之前就有send过 resume，可是都音讯全无。T.T
失望成自然，当然最后一次我完全没有期待过，
连所谓的平常心都没有。
结果某一天下午接到一通电话，
说:这里是Astro打来的，可以来面试吗？
我当时的反应“能够面试我都已经很开心了。”
过了几天.......
去面试，
然后..... 过了十多分钟后，
Interviewer：你几时可以上班？
我：几时都可以！
Interviewer：那么就下个星期开始来吧。
（当下的我，外表很镇定，内心却是乱蹦乱跳的说！）
万万没想过我有机会进入制作组的团队，
本来第一份工的打算是，有公司请我就好了，
拿了经验在来算。
现在第一份工就能做到自己想要的，
一来拿经验，二来离我的梦想又静了一步。
进来过后，却得知很多同事要走，也是压力的来源。
不过希望有更好的未来，
工作上要好好表现好好加油。
希望有一天我能够赚到一点点回报自己家人。
就算是一点点。
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Worry + Stressful
Hi All, just suddenly feel want to post something here.
Well, i had graduated last month with First Class Honour!
First of all, i'm kind of very excited cause with first class can get exemption for PTPTN Loan.
Today, go settle and pass up all the related document to PTPTN Office.
I thought that everything will be very Smooth.
Who know the staff check the system and told me that follow the date i must be finish my course on the end of 2012. But how come end of 2012? Cause my intake is September 2010? Impossible that i finish my course within 2 years time rite?! Then, She said i also don't know but follow the date/ system.. BLa BLA bLA. after all, the conversation was like Don't know, Don't Know!
If this is the way you answer to everyone, then please don't work there anymore.
"I just know that i'm a poor student, i study hard is want to get exemption for PTPTN. If the date set by PTPTN like that , then should be no people can get exemption. Is this way government try to cheat us?! Degree course duration 3 years, and i also done my course early one semester. But you date set only for 2 years!
Sorry, i just really want to spoke out my voice here...
I Hope i can hear a good news from PTPTN! First of all i'm very excited and now i feel worry and sad.
Another thing i'm stress is searching a job.
Actually personally i love event management a lot, but what i study is Logistic Management,
to search a job that not related to my field is quite challenging and also will that employer take a risk to hire me? A newbie ? I need time! but there are always family give me a lot tension about don't waste my time in KL, it is waste money on the same time.
Aiks.............. I NEED TO SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT!
A long lost friend just find me, i'm happy that he was already accept God as his Father Christ. At the same time when i worry, saw his post , anything worry anything we scare, just let God to help us to worry , settle. Believe in God is my only way now.. I believe God will brighten the eyes of the staff to approve my exemption. I really got no much money ody. T.T....
So happy can be chat with him like a very close friend as before again. Haha
Well, i had graduated last month with First Class Honour!
First of all, i'm kind of very excited cause with first class can get exemption for PTPTN Loan.
Today, go settle and pass up all the related document to PTPTN Office.
I thought that everything will be very Smooth.
Who know the staff check the system and told me that follow the date i must be finish my course on the end of 2012. But how come end of 2012? Cause my intake is September 2010? Impossible that i finish my course within 2 years time rite?! Then, She said i also don't know but follow the date/ system.. BLa BLA bLA. after all, the conversation was like Don't know, Don't Know!
If this is the way you answer to everyone, then please don't work there anymore.
"I just know that i'm a poor student, i study hard is want to get exemption for PTPTN. If the date set by PTPTN like that , then should be no people can get exemption. Is this way government try to cheat us?! Degree course duration 3 years, and i also done my course early one semester. But you date set only for 2 years!
Sorry, i just really want to spoke out my voice here...
I Hope i can hear a good news from PTPTN! First of all i'm very excited and now i feel worry and sad.
Another thing i'm stress is searching a job.
Actually personally i love event management a lot, but what i study is Logistic Management,
to search a job that not related to my field is quite challenging and also will that employer take a risk to hire me? A newbie ? I need time! but there are always family give me a lot tension about don't waste my time in KL, it is waste money on the same time.
Aiks.............. I NEED TO SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT!
A long lost friend just find me, i'm happy that he was already accept God as his Father Christ. At the same time when i worry, saw his post , anything worry anything we scare, just let God to help us to worry , settle. Believe in God is my only way now.. I believe God will brighten the eyes of the staff to approve my exemption. I really got no much money ody. T.T....
So happy can be chat with him like a very close friend as before again. Haha
Monday, March 25, 2013
我回来了
今天突然想起我有个blog很久没开，
今天就上来写写我的感想吧。
这个学期，只有两个科目可是，
却是我人生中最最最辛苦的一个学期。
因为毕业论文把我给搞垮了。
遇到不好的指导老师，我还真的任命了。
应该是上个学期要做的东西，我到今天为止都还没弄完。
原因老师之前都不上心，现在要我改那个改这个。
突然有加这个加那个。
不瞒你说多两个星期的今天就要搞定全部还有presentation
我的心只想Pass了就算，已经没那个心情了。
今天超开心的，终于等到香港寄来的信。
收到信的感觉很不一样。
很开心！！！
虽说网络很方便，可是收到信还比我收到Fb inbox开心10倍，
虽然等信真的需要很久时间。
今天就上来写写我的感想吧。
这个学期，只有两个科目可是，
却是我人生中最最最辛苦的一个学期。
因为毕业论文把我给搞垮了。
遇到不好的指导老师，我还真的任命了。
应该是上个学期要做的东西，我到今天为止都还没弄完。
原因老师之前都不上心，现在要我改那个改这个。
突然有加这个加那个。
不瞒你说多两个星期的今天就要搞定全部还有presentation
我的心只想Pass了就算，已经没那个心情了。
今天超开心的，终于等到香港寄来的信。
收到信的感觉很不一样。
很开心！！！
虽说网络很方便，可是收到信还比我收到Fb inbox开心10倍，
虽然等信真的需要很久时间。
Saturday, January 19, 2013
One word- BAD
Previously think that today will be fine,
cause the whole day running smooth,
who know before 12a.m , it still the same day
FUCKING SMALL PARKING ANGKASA CONDO,
u go die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGAIN .. is AGAIN....
THIS MOMENT REALLY PISSED OFF !
Can give me some peace day ? can i ?
i really feel like only a week , why treat me so much of thing
do you think i can affort all of this ?
Alone? .DAMN IT
cause the whole day running smooth,
who know before 12a.m , it still the same day
FUCKING SMALL PARKING ANGKASA CONDO,
u go die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGAIN .. is AGAIN....
THIS MOMENT REALLY PISSED OFF !
Can give me some peace day ? can i ?
i really feel like only a week , why treat me so much of thing
do you think i can affort all of this ?
Alone? .DAMN IT
Friday, January 18, 2013
“衰”过就好了
我其实并没有想要写这星期内发生什么事。
因为坏事接二连三的多，
以前并没有写日记的习惯，
可是现在我又开始写咯。
发生特别的事情都会纪录起来，
而且在这儿未必能知道的东西都会写在那儿。
简单来说：
这星期不幸运的是让我喘不过气，
心里在流泪，可是眼睛却连哭都哭不出来。
上个星期六到现在距离才多少天？！
我把车弄花，忘记带钱包，吃霸王餐，
电话不见了，无缘无故中saman，
去还saman被人家点我走冤枉路，
走了好几公里， 路人说走人很远，搭的士去，
到了那边写1p.m-2p.m 休息。
看了一下手表，刚刚好1p.m。
结果没还到，脚又累，又浪费钱和时间。
重点我还要赶去KL trainning.
第一次觉得一个人衰起来，还蛮夸张的。
一度非常不开心。
因为坏事接二连三的多，
以前并没有写日记的习惯，
可是现在我又开始写咯。
发生特别的事情都会纪录起来，
而且在这儿未必能知道的东西都会写在那儿。
简单来说：
这星期不幸运的是让我喘不过气，
心里在流泪，可是眼睛却连哭都哭不出来。
上个星期六到现在距离才多少天？！
我把车弄花，忘记带钱包，吃霸王餐，
电话不见了，无缘无故中saman，
去还saman被人家点我走冤枉路，
走了好几公里， 路人说走人很远，搭的士去，
到了那边写1p.m-2p.m 休息。
看了一下手表，刚刚好1p.m。
结果没还到，脚又累，又浪费钱和时间。
重点我还要赶去KL trainning.
第一次觉得一个人衰起来，还蛮夸张的。
一度非常不开心。
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Accept the truth
Something that i already know before go back to SABAH,
but once i didn't see, i expect it's no true yet.
Some how, I feel great to be escape to Sabah for 1 month time.
All of the thing at KL, i have forgotten mainly included somebody else.
And now i look at a photo, i know it's true.
It's was a TRUTH that i must accept indeed.
But well as i mention i have forgot everything during my holiday.
My mood doesn't feel so sad yet i really need to forget everything.
Prepare myself for the great future will be more important.
Lastly, during the year end holiday,
I know many of you have in relationship,
there was a great news from you guys.
I fully hope that you have choose a right one and be the last one.
I doesn't feel lonely but i damn envy.. HAHAHAHA.
When is my turn??? did i too "choosen"????????
but once i didn't see, i expect it's no true yet.
Some how, I feel great to be escape to Sabah for 1 month time.
All of the thing at KL, i have forgotten mainly included somebody else.
And now i look at a photo, i know it's true.
It's was a TRUTH that i must accept indeed.
But well as i mention i have forgot everything during my holiday.
My mood doesn't feel so sad yet i really need to forget everything.
Prepare myself for the great future will be more important.
Lastly, during the year end holiday,
I know many of you have in relationship,
there was a great news from you guys.
I fully hope that you have choose a right one and be the last one.
I doesn't feel lonely but i damn envy.. HAHAHAHA.
When is my turn??? did i too "choosen"????????
Sunday, December 30, 2012
爱的明星始终不变
如果你是我好友，
或许应该你不会忘记几年前我的其中一个文章，
主题是关于我最喜爱的3个明星吧。
让你猜猜？？！！！
3
2
1
答案揭晓：是潘裕文，蔡旻佑还有2pm 的nickhun.
http://gresskoh.blogspot.com/2009/11/3-artist-i-like-most.html
没想到我今年莫名其妙的见了其中两个。
是在没预算没安排很突然的情况就去了
他们的“签唱会”。
潘裕文是我17岁从他还在星光一帮参赛时就爱上的。
那时天真的我，常常想着说如果我能遇见她该多好啊？
可是那是对我来说：想想就好，是“不可能”的事。
结果就只能发白日梦咯！
然而那么多年后，突然看到朋友的一个SHARE,
FACEBOOK 看到 “他”第二天回去新纪元学院。
我还真的不顾一切，以就算没有人陪我也要硬着头皮去。
见到自己最爱的明星，握了手拿到了亲笔签名，
那样的感觉不会形容，有点兴奋。
然而“亢奋后的寂寞”也是我很难受了吧。
推荐：不是我夸张，他的新专辑的歌镇的很好听。
“听克拉克说”意识Ｌｉｓｔｅｎ Ｔｏ Ｃｌｏｃｋ 。
让潘裕文成为时间的使者来告诉他的故事。
“等不及去爱”，“怀旧”，“针” 都是我最喜欢的歌。
尤其是怀旧，因为让我想回以前种种的过去。
至于蔡旻佑应该是从他的“我可以”开始爱上他吧。
我自己也不太清楚了。可是三年前她还没当兵时，
我就见过他啦，终于想会为何我那么欣赏他了，
原因是他是一个音乐才子，他大概什么乐器都会吧。
他拉小提琴可不是马马虎虎的哦，超有魅力的。
当完兵的他，这次回来改变许多咯，很有男人味。
这次见到他，他以那个迷人的眼神近距离看着我。
要死了啦，跟他拍照了，开心。
最重要是他还和我说话
佑：Ｈａｌｏ
我：Ｈｉ ：）
佑：上次我来这儿的时候，你有来吗？
我：（很确定的说）有～，上次我也有来噢。
这次的专辑，所有编曲的是由蔡旻佑一手包办。
“怎么爱你都不够” 相信我，如果你听了一定喜欢。
“超级右脑＂跳舞也是新尝试哦。
整体来说他们两位都和以往的风格完全不一样。
最后我以把ｎｉｃｋｕｎ抛在脑后，遗忘了。
现在我的ｔｏｐ３最爱一定是上面这两位。不会变的啦。
因为我不是很会追星，除了他们。
还有一位就是吴建豪咯，他比较少会来马来西亚的说。
喜欢他做的戏。 嘻嘻。 可是上次我也有买他的ＣＤ叻。
只是没亲笔签名而已啦。没关系！
有点长气，不好意思，很久没写文章，有进步吗？
有没有让你们觉得闷啊？
再见。
或许应该你不会忘记几年前我的其中一个文章，
主题是关于我最喜爱的3个明星吧。
让你猜猜？？！！！
3
2
1
答案揭晓：是潘裕文，蔡旻佑还有2pm 的nickhun.
http://gresskoh.blogspot.com/2009/11/3-artist-i-like-most.html
没想到我今年莫名其妙的见了其中两个。
是在没预算没安排很突然的情况就去了
他们的“签唱会”。
潘裕文是我17岁从他还在星光一帮参赛时就爱上的。
那时天真的我，常常想着说如果我能遇见她该多好啊？
可是那是对我来说：想想就好，是“不可能”的事。
结果就只能发白日梦咯！
然而那么多年后，突然看到朋友的一个SHARE,
FACEBOOK 看到 “他”第二天回去新纪元学院。
我还真的不顾一切，以就算没有人陪我也要硬着头皮去。
见到自己最爱的明星，握了手拿到了亲笔签名，
那样的感觉不会形容，有点兴奋。
然而“亢奋后的寂寞”也是我很难受了吧。
我又在一次关注他的一切，还开了微博，
还有参与潘裕文水耕菜园论坛。
我想我疯了。哈哈哈哈
推荐：不是我夸张，他的新专辑的歌镇的很好听。
“听克拉克说”意识Ｌｉｓｔｅｎ Ｔｏ Ｃｌｏｃｋ 。
让潘裕文成为时间的使者来告诉他的故事。
“等不及去爱”，“怀旧”，“针” 都是我最喜欢的歌。
尤其是怀旧，因为让我想回以前种种的过去。
至于蔡旻佑应该是从他的“我可以”开始爱上他吧。
我自己也不太清楚了。可是三年前她还没当兵时，
我就见过他啦，终于想会为何我那么欣赏他了，
原因是他是一个音乐才子，他大概什么乐器都会吧。
他拉小提琴可不是马马虎虎的哦，超有魅力的。
当完兵的他，这次回来改变许多咯，很有男人味。
这次见到他，他以那个迷人的眼神近距离看着我。
要死了啦，跟他拍照了，开心。
最重要是他还和我说话
佑：Ｈａｌｏ我：Ｈｉ ：）
佑：上次我来这儿的时候，你有来吗？
我：（很确定的说）有～，上次我也有来噢。
这次的专辑，所有编曲的是由蔡旻佑一手包办。
“怎么爱你都不够” 相信我，如果你听了一定喜欢。
“超级右脑＂跳舞也是新尝试哦。
整体来说他们两位都和以往的风格完全不一样。
最后我以把ｎｉｃｋｕｎ抛在脑后，遗忘了。
现在我的ｔｏｐ３最爱一定是上面这两位。不会变的啦。
因为我不是很会追星，除了他们。
还有一位就是吴建豪咯，他比较少会来马来西亚的说。
喜欢他做的戏。 嘻嘻。 可是上次我也有买他的ＣＤ叻。
只是没亲笔签名而已啦。没关系！
有点长气，不好意思，很久没写文章，有进步吗？
有没有让你们觉得闷啊？
再见。
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