Worry + Stressful

Hi All, just suddenly feel want to post something here.
Well, i had graduated last month with First Class Honour!
First of all, i'm kind of very excited cause with first class can get exemption for PTPTN Loan.
Today, go settle and pass up all the related document to PTPTN Office.
I thought that everything will be very Smooth.
Who know the staff check the system and told me that follow the date i must be finish my course on the end of 2012. But how come end of 2012? Cause my intake is September 2010? Impossible that i finish my course within 2 years time rite?! Then, She said i also don't know but follow the date/ system.. BLa BLA bLA.  after all, the conversation was like Don't know, Don't Know!
If this is the way you answer to everyone, then please don't work there anymore.

"I just know that i'm a poor student, i study hard is want to get exemption for PTPTN. If the date set by PTPTN  like that , then should be no people can get exemption. Is this way government try to cheat us?! Degree course duration 3 years, and i also done my course early one semester. But you date set only for 2 years!

Sorry, i just really want to spoke out my voice here...

I Hope i can hear a good news from PTPTN! First of all i'm very excited and now i feel worry and sad.

Another thing i'm stress is searching a job.
Actually personally i love event management a lot, but what i study is Logistic Management,
to search a job that not related to my field is quite challenging and also will that employer take a risk to hire me? A newbie ? I need time! but there are always family give me a lot tension about don't waste my time in KL, it is waste money on the same time.

Aiks.............. I NEED TO SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT!

A long lost friend just find me, i'm happy that he was already accept God as his Father Christ. At the same time when i worry, saw his post , anything worry anything we scare, just let God to help us to worry , settle. Believe in God is my only way now.. I believe God will brighten the eyes of the staff to approve my exemption. I really got no much money ody. T.T....

So happy can be chat with him like a very close friend as before again. Haha

我回来了

今天突然想起我有个blog很久没开，
今天就上来写写我的感想吧。
这个学期，只有两个科目可是，
却是我人生中最最最辛苦的一个学期。
因为毕业论文把我给搞垮了。
遇到不好的指导老师，我还真的任命了。
应该是上个学期要做的东西，我到今天为止都还没弄完。
原因老师之前都不上心，现在要我改那个改这个。
突然有加这个加那个。
不瞒你说多两个星期的今天就要搞定全部还有presentation
我的心只想Pass了就算，已经没那个心情了。

今天超开心的，终于等到香港寄来的信。
收到信的感觉很不一样。
很开心！！！
虽说网络很方便，可是收到信还比我收到Fb inbox开心10倍，
虽然等信真的需要很久时间。

惊喜连连。。。。。。。 就快能见到拍狼还有旻佑。颁奖典礼见 XD

One word- BAD

Previously think that today will be fine,
cause the whole day running smooth,
who know before 12a.m , it still the same day
FUCKING SMALL PARKING ANGKASA CONDO,
u go die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGAIN .. is AGAIN....
THIS MOMENT REALLY PISSED OFF !
Can give me some peace day ? can i ?
i really feel like only a week , why treat me so much of thing
do you think i can affort all of this ?
Alone? .DAMN IT

“衰”过就好了

我其实并没有想要写这星期内发生什么事。
因为坏事接二连三的多，
以前并没有写日记的习惯，
可是现在我又开始写咯。
发生特别的事情都会纪录起来，
而且在这儿未必能知道的东西都会写在那儿。
简单来说：
这星期不幸运的是让我喘不过气，
心里在流泪，可是眼睛却连哭都哭不出来。
上个星期六到现在距离才多少天？！
我把车弄花，忘记带钱包，吃霸王餐，
电话不见了，无缘无故中saman，
去还saman被人家点我走冤枉路，
走了好几公里， 路人说走人很远，搭的士去，
到了那边写1p.m-2p.m 休息。
看了一下手表，刚刚好1p.m。
结果没还到，脚又累，又浪费钱和时间。
重点我还要赶去KL trainning.
第一次觉得一个人衰起来，还蛮夸张的。
一度非常不开心。

Accept the truth

Something that i already know before go back to SABAH,
but once i didn't see, i expect it's no true yet.
Some how, I feel great to be escape to Sabah for 1 month time.
All of the thing at KL, i have forgotten mainly included somebody else.
And now i look at a photo, i know it's true.
It's was a TRUTH that i must accept indeed.
But well as i mention i have forgot everything during my holiday.
My mood doesn't feel so sad yet i really need to forget everything.
Prepare myself for the great future will be  more important.

Lastly, during the year end holiday,
I know many of you have in relationship,
there was a great news from you guys.
I fully hope that you have choose a right one and be the last one.
I doesn't feel lonely but i damn envy.. HAHAHAHA.
When is my turn??? did i too "choosen"????????