Lonely

I just stop working for 2 days,

but i found out that i'm x happy.

NO happy because

-I'm so boring, nothing to do at all.

-I'm feel lonely, Live without family

-My life no direction

Now i know why i can continuous working

during this 3 month.

Because it was fullfil all my free time

And no time to think those unimportant things

Although i alway shout:" Tired!"

But i admit i receive all the happiness.

yesterday start x work, i already found that,

I'm such lonely girl.

I even dun wan lonely in every second .

Because the feel like the knife hurt my heart.

Can't stop bleeding.. Feel wan to cry alway and alway.

Somemore i juz finish a korean movie" Secret Garden"

it just a nice drama..

May be i juz finsh watching it,

i feel sad also n make my mood down.

The main character Nyun bing is too handsome.haha

Anyway, i hope i can get out those lonely picture in my brain.

Otherwise, i will can't concentrate anything.

Can u feel it?? No activities At a small room whole day no is EVERY DAY,

dont even me, i think u will feel what i'm feel.

Even eat also x taste anything.

Hyun Bing - That Man (secret garden)

han namjaga geudaereul saranghamnida geu namjaneun yeolsimhi saranghamnida
maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo geu namjaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul ireoke baraman bomyeo honja
i baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo geu namjan umnida

geu namjaneun seonggyeogi sosimhamnida geuraeseo utneun beobeul baewotdamnida
chinhan chinguegedo motaneun yaegiga manheun geu namjaui maeumeun sangcheotuseongi

geuraeseo geu namjaneun geudael neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo
tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andoeyo

nan sarangbatgo sipeo geudaeyeo maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman sorireul jireumyeo
geu namjaneun oneuldo geu yeope itdeyo

geu namjaga naraneun geol anayo almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo
moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul ireoke baraman bomyeo honja
i babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo geu namjan umnida

한 남자가 그대를 사랑합니다 그 남자는 열심히 사랑합니다
매일 그림자처럼 그대를 따라다니며 그 남자는 웃으며 울고있어요

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 남잔 웁니다

그 남자는 성격이 소심합니다 그래서 웃는 법을 배웠답니다
친한 친구에게도 못하는 얘기가 많은 그 남자의 마음은 상처투성이

그래서 그 남자는 그댈 널 사랑 했데요 똑같아서
또 하나같은 바보 또 하나같은 바보 한번 나를 안아주고 가면 안되요

난 사랑받고 싶어 그대여 매일 속으로만 가슴 속으로만 소리를 지르며
그 남자는 오늘도 그 옆에 있데요

그 남자가 나라는 걸 아나요 알면서도 이러는 건 아니죠
모를꺼야 그댄 바보니까

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
이 바보같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 남잔 웁니다

A man will love you hard, and I love that guy
Every day they train you like a shadow, the man I am crying laughing
How much better you looked so alone, oversaw
Love's like the wind, you love me would you like to continue to love
Look, if you step a little closer and a little two feet and run away
I think I'm next to you got to love the guy cry
So the guy is shy personality, learned how to smile
Do not let friends talk a lot of mind of the man wounded
So the last time he talked with him, just like I love you, Arthur
And like a fool as a fool once again to hold me Can not we
I want to be loved, baby, only to fall for every day only to fall for heart shouting
He said today that the man next to
Did you know that the man knew what this country does not mean
He does not do stupid geudaen
How much better you looked so alone, oversaw
This stupid fucking love you love me would you love to continue
Look, if you step a little closer and a little two feet and run away
I think I'm next to you got to love the guy cry

Stress

Actually i'm busy wif my assignment lah
But feel want to update my blog:)
Just now go eat dinner wif S.
We talking about our memory at secondary school
reli super memorable and funny.
Now life going different.
Can't go back to the pass:(
Suddenly we just talking about some1 again.
haha, it was pass. so no nid mention here.
This week i totally go on crazy man..
Many assignment , presentation .
the bad thing is our BL assignment ,
need to checking plagiarism.
so mafan lor. cant over 30% .
over every 1 % deduct 1 mark oh..=.=
i'm so scaring man.
God you are my strength.
Please support me to pass this difficult time.

New photo upload..:)

Haha..
i got nothing to say..
Juz upload my most update photo..
Nice or not ah?? haha
TIme gonna be lated. i need to sleep lah
Good night all Sweet dream

I wan back home

Suddenly feel want go bac home lah
dunwan stay here... fan dao shi
Busy Lifestyle...
eviday 2-3 a.m juz sleep..
at Sabah i never do this thing de.
sleep early ,wake up lately....
Somemore i miss my home's delicios dish lor
Eviday got kaka cook for me
It was so happiness wah....

I at here eviday duno wan eat wat/
when i going to work
i mostly eating Malay food..
Dun play play.. It is nice to eat.. and cheaper oso
second choice MCD.... Luckly i not yet hate MCD.

1 more thing, i hope my hair more long again .hehe
now my hair look long ody..
few week ago i juz cut my hair.
now look like V shapes ody lur..
But hor my hair loss problem got decrease many leh.
LAst time if bath ,the hair lost horrible
and the floor full of hair.
Now not such problem..
may be shampoo and oso cut the damage hair liao gua..hehe

Speechless Recently

Did u find out tht recently i seldom post thing??
Because i juz duno wat to type.
So many times i open blogger.
but lastly i choose to close it.
My life still the same..
study +working.
never have a empty day.
if u try,u will knw my feeling.
Eviday juz like no enough sleep
Tired!!!!!

Somemore tiz month many assignment du,
but i ody done 2 of 5 .
God bless tht my final can be pass><
Because the element of logistic n transportation class
i can say after many month,
he juz like teaching nothing..damn leh

today so happy,i work until 4p.m
afterward i go dance class on 5p.m
we learn "new jazz".
Feeling well to learn although have abit sexy step.
May be is the trainee more good to "xiang chu"
Not bad.. i can make dancing as my exercise.
can keep fit a bit . more healthy a bit. haha

IT assignment done

Just done my IT assignment...
Finally done it...
Waiting upload juz now make me crazy
somemore reli train my patient.
waiting until sleepy joh....
very Very finally.=.=
Have a look yah...
If x so good, dun complain ah.
This week very busy.
and i not only tiz assignment..
haiz..horrible month leh.

Melody belongs to me♥

Today is my 2nd times join FAITH MUSIC.
Izzit duno wat is this???
This was a music class for us to learn instrument in my Church.
i still continuos to learn keyboard.
The feel juz like Amazing.
Rest for half years i didn't touch it.
I love music I love keyboard.
BUt tiz time i can't learn different key instead of "C" again.
So happy can upgrade myself in Keyboard.
2day play tht song horrible.
E key ,many "#" key such g#m, f#m, c#m.
all tiz key in my life i can say if can i wont touch it
and oso duno how to press it.
But after a trouble , finally i can get it.
although x so well, but i will try hard.
to play it well.:)

烦

我也不知为什么今天我会以“烦”来住我的主题。
或许最近我真的很烦呱。哈哈
怎么说3月的到来，就好像我要与“魔鬼”争战那样。
所谓的魔鬼可不就是那些有的没有的assignment， 做工， midterm， final
我可不是夸张的。
现在手头下IT还有一个individual assignment（做ＭＶ） group assignment还要present的。
element of logistic in transporation 2 group assignment.
buisness law 1 individual assingment but have 3 question.
3号还有一个midterm。每个星期都有东西要交就对了。
我都还没准备开始叻。
还得做工的，坚固两者真不简单。
平时回到家就想睡觉的说。
我看从今天开始我的黑眼圈能准备更黑了〉〈

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

有一种是曾相思的感觉，
每天都在傻傻的自己在笑，
有点发神经的感觉，哈哈。
那么也好嘛，至少我不是伤心吗
对不对？　
今天有一个ａｎｇ　ｍｏ脸书我。
样子不错看。哈哈
“Hello pretty face :)
you don't know me but I would like to know you.
you are so sweet and cute looking ♥”
他发给我的，虽然开心可是没很实在啦。
爽下就好了，没什么特别。